Hello Hello! 01/11/11
Well I just saw a picture of Elder Toolson heading off into the mission field! That is so cool! It brought back so many memories! How exciting! Brazil is not even going to know what hit them! I am so lucky to have so many friends going out into the mission field with me. It has really been great to have all of the support. Even though we are all in such different places, we are all having similar experiences.
Elder mok and I were blessed with another great week. We faced several trials, but they were a great opportunity to learn. We had two of our investigators drop us this week. That is for sure the worst feeling that I have faced my whole entire mission. I felt bad that elder mok had to face it while he was still pretty new in the mission. But it ended up being good for us. We were forced to humble ourselves and go get to work again. When we have things like this happen it is so easy just to blame ourselves, or think about what we did wrong to deserve something like this. But, these kinds of thoughts are exactly what Satan wants us to think. We have to remember the important role of agency in our lives. We can teach the gospel, bear a great testimony, and help our investigators to feel the spirit. But in the end they have to make the choice. They have to exercise the faith and follow the commitments that we give them. There have been times on my mission were I have fallen into this trap of feeling like I am doing everything that I can, my investigators are not progressing, and it is my fault. But, that is not the case at all. When we are exactly obedient and working as hard as we can, heavenly father will put his children in our path that he feels are ready, or almost ready to accept to gospel. When they choose not to accept, yes it makes us feel sad, but imagine how heavenly father feels... I am sure that he gets so excited when he sees people agree to meet with us, and when they decide to stop meeting with us, I cannot imagine how sad he feels.
Despite those bad things that happened this week, we also had some great things happen! Eric came with us to attend the union square English ward and loved it. Right after Sacrament Meeting he was immediately surrounded by friendly people wanting to introduce themselves. We set up a lesson this week with one of the members from that ward and we think that the following week, we are going to pass him off to the English missionaries. It became so obvious that it was the right thing for us to do. We were also able to meet li guang longs family! They came back from Hong Kong this last Saturday. We helped his twin boys with their homework and it was so nice to see some of the stress taken of the mom and dad. After we helped, we tried to share a family home evening that my companion and me put much time and effort thinking and planning out. As soon as we mentioned it the mom said no no no I am not in to the church stuff, my husband likes that you can share it with him. After she finished her sentence the two boys ran out of the room. So we were just left with li guang long just like the three previous weeks. We just decided to leave him with a prayer and then head home. We really hope that this weekend we will have an opportunity to share a family home evening. I think they would really like that.
We had an amazing thing happen yesterday night with one of our investigators. She was some one that was slowly but surely starting to turn into an "eternagator". She was found right about when I came back to china town and I have never fully understood why she was meeting with us. She never wanted to try anything that we would ask her to do. But yesterday, that all changed we were able to fully understand everything. It turns out she has an uncle that lives in Canada that claims to be a very devote Christian. He left his family in china and refuses to have any contact with them. When his father died, he did not go to see his funeral and now his mother is dying and he is still not allowing anyone to contact him. He told his family before he left that his earthly parents were only supposed to give him a body after that god and Jesus Christ are much more important. He thinks that he does not need to respect his family any more, only God. This investigator wanted to meet with us so that she fully understand what Christians believe, and her plan was to tell us that we were wrong. But, as she continued to meet with us she realized that we were not at all what she thought. She said a prayer the other day asking heavenly father to help her get in contact with her uncle. This is the first time that she has really prayed with faith. She then went on Google and there were millions of results of people with her uncle’s name. Chinese names are always very similar. She decided to try one of them and see what happened. When she called her uncle answered, she was able to talk with the man that no one in her family was able to get in contact with. She accepted this as a huge miracle. Her uncle was still very set in his ways and did not plan on changing but she was so grateful for this opportunity just to talk with him. I thought that was a pretty incredible story. This experience totally changed her; I have a really good feeling for things to come in her life.
Well this was an amazing week. I am so grateful! In some ways it was kinda a roller coaster full of very low, and very high points. I am so grateful to be here! I love my mission!
Elder Barton